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The Red Whistle

It’s bear season on Vancouver Island. The salmon have nearly finished their run for the year but hibernation has not yet begun. Black bear are

#substituteteaching

Rejoining the Ranks

I have so much to say after only my first day back teaching. What a rich and vibrant life is to be found in days

#relaxandrelease

Swimming

    For three days in a row I’ve been to the pool, which qualifies me as an expert. All my paperwork is in place

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Cruising II

Ketchikan came and went, and we are on our final day at sea. We are presently riding alongside the tip of Vancouver Island, my new

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Cruising

On my deck, we skirt the Alaskan coastline, soon at Ketchikan, the whales and bears and Wi-Fi skilfully hiding themselves from my eagle eyes. They

#clairsentience

In the Zone With Emily

The other day I heard Emily’s voice on a recording and it broke me. While I can now look at pictures of her without breaking

#healing

Sacred Signs and Ceremony

I’m drifting the same as the driftwood on my Salish Sea. This last weekend, we had a small send off for our Emily. Charlotte made

#transformation

She’s With Me

  It’s 11:53 pm and I am sitting in the car on the deck of a BC Ferry, coming back from Vancouver to The Island.

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Boundaries

  Today I miss Emily so much I can hardly breathe. My loneliness has been cumulatively adding up over the past many days, and I’ve

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A Turn Around

“One of the lovely ways to pray is to take your body out into the landscape and to be still in it.” – John O’Donohue

#routine

Settling Into a Routine

  I find myself wondering where I am on this journey of grief and healing. Knowing that it will never end, but that it does

#healing

Ice Age Living

  My blogging about the grief and healing from Emily’s death has been surprisingly upbeat. Sometimes I berate myself for that. Should there be more

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My Truth

Deliberate Creation is about deliberately choosing those experiences you make your truths. Abraham Hicks   I love this quote. I have been challenged to think

#lovingwhatis

Learning to Walk Again

  From day one, Emily has been ‘talking to me,’ through me, and one of the things that she has consistently said is, “Mama, you

#appreciation

Sisters

Emily was surely at work in the unfolding of this masterful and miraculous tale that I shall be telling from the Mama Perspective. I will